In love and war.

It’s 4 am and I am wide awake. Loud seagulls keep chatting outside the window and the warm room seems to be impossible to cool down. I am alone with my thoughts thinking about all the turns life take and the choices I have made that lead me to places I never thought I’d reach. No regrets. I just feel lumped up at times when it hits me how short life is. I have lived half my life (if all goes as planned) and I wonder “Did I miss out for not settling? “. The next second I am again convinced that all happens for reasons but I create my own destiny with the choices I have made for myself. I am a lucky human being. I am loved and I love. I have lived many lives in one.

For whatever reason. The news agent next door to my parents’ helped a friend when she was leaving her husband. The husband showed his gratitude with a baseball bat. Over and over again.

Cheer up! Have some bubbly.

Dinner date with a vego burger.

I am a lucky one. Never hurts looking back a few seconds now and again. In order to learn. And live.

Rise and shine. Off to the gym working out in the company of air condition before I start this second week of summer holiday. I wish you a good morning or a good might little love monkey.

Ulrika/ who is soon to be known as the seagull whisperer. All they want is a sturdy breakfast.

Published by Elsa Ulrika Collvin

44 year old woman in the south of Sweden. Things I love: Ove the dog, Signe Larsson the cat, the sea, green life lakes, the ocean, plants, fashion, vintage all in a good old mix, hip hop, sneakers, the sun, my family, mindfulness, Yoga, movies, books, dancing, cycling, food. I do not love: too long winters, grumpy old men, grumpy old women, animal cruelty, net hate, rasism

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